require the pencil, they defy the pen

2009-09-08T14:40:00.002+08:00

i am abandoning my blogger for my rotting lj.
sorry.
cause some just needs to be locked.
and blogger wont let me post pics idk why. bye.
http://tpl27.livejournal.com

2009-09-03T14:06:00.006+08:00

hello world. i'm supposedly supposed to be resting or something now and i am! doing my pw. hahaha. okay so i have 2 days mc meaning i might not be going to school tomorrow, depending on my condition tomorrow. i know last night was insane as my head was throbbing the entire night causing me to wake up at odd intervals like 10pm, then 4am, 6am and then 7am. yeah its horrible. but being sick has it's flaws, I CAN'T EXERCISE D: nooooooo i havent ran in like what 6 days already. haha why can't i be skinny -.-
unfair! on strike. okay wth the general just came home? weird much, it's only 250pm. and she's effing nagging again, aggravating my headache THANKS ALOT.
oh! just now i watched click again because i felt like it and i cried because it was so sad haha and it's so true (family first <3) but now im not gonna get all mushy because she just scolded me for having gastric.
who ask me to be not skinny zz.

anw, lets talk about tuesday cause it was a school holiday! didn't study the entire day if you must know lol. i was in the process of watching the incredibles but no i had to bathe halfway! it's not fate to watch the incredibles la. everytime i watch TI (the incredibles not the singer lol), i always tend to miss the ending e.g falling asleep at the part where the action is happening.
ok sidetrack, she's really damn irritating and omfg she says she doesn't want to sound like a nagger. like hell she doesn't, first thing she comes home all she does is nag like no one's business even when NO ONE IS LISTENING ARGH.
back on track. Went to k's house to slack and i discovered the unknown side of singapore where ki also lives hahaha. had fun lol. :) then went down to vivo to meet clara, mic, candice, tim, ed, j, sk, bren, sche supposedly to celebrate ed, clara and marcus's birthday but marcus bailed on us!! ate at the jap thingy for lunch cum dinner, ed and tim got decieved by the beef steak. haha i guess it was technically bigger in the pictutre but when it arrived ed and tim were like, WHAT IS THIS? while i enjoyed my okos hehehe. caught the proposal. i was like the only one who laughed longer then we're supposed to.. when everyone stopped laughing i was still laughing lol. sian. but it was retardedly funny. tim was like crying?! although i cried for 5 seconds haha. sk "stupid movie la. waste money only" not surprising coming from the guy who slept through the 2 hours of "the holiday".
anw, promos are coming and i won't be blogging like maybe till end of promos. HAHA. right. if i retain im gonna kill myself. really. i will hole myself in my room and transform into a recluse. i'll shave my head and go crazy. yes. this is not a joke.

i miss rowing.

You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger?
:) <3

2009-08-22T18:13:00.006+08:00

HI WORLD!

i shall only highlight the glorious and historic events that deserve to be highlighted in the course of the past week. hahaha okay last saturday after training, went to watch UP with kenny. I LOVE RUSSELL HAHAH HE IS SO CUTE and the dog too omg.

just look at that face hahahaha so fat and cute. and after this movie we decided to watch the orphan hehe. and I HATE ESTHER.

so innocent and exuberant then suddenly,

she's the bitch from hell. she threatened to castrate her brother?! but the storyline was cool hehe.

it was two awesome movies in one day plus the company *beams*. went home feeling liberated cause it was really good movies. but haha sci hons, i didn't cry watching UP i was laughing like a retard.

during someday last week, sci hons was like clinically depressed and she was moaning and whining and making weird noises nonstop. Im glad she's back to the normal stage being noisy in gp lesson. i bet ms wong hates her. and me too.

Friday was kenny's birthday :D:D Jas helped me to carry the giant box to school while i carried her monster vs alien bag hahaha. anw hope you LOVED the box cause it's so cool, mysterious and big! thanks sci hons and jas for being my slaves HAHA. i wonder why on birthdays all sorts of pain will be bestowed upon you, like getting thrown into the pond, AND THAT INSANE TAUPOK THINGY (jump from the bench somemore hahaha), and not to mention getting poled/pillared/serviced. ouch. oh this only applies to guys hehe.

okay im gonna watch get smart now on hbo!

byeeeee,

lurbbe euuz :) twit!

2009-08-14T22:34:00.001+08:00

im so tired.

2009-08-06T19:51:00.006+08:00

blogger doesn't let me post random pictures, i've no idea why. argh.
anw today was an extremely excruciating insanely long day but with slack lessons like eg chem SPA cause half the time we're chatting and doing titrating (yes like sec4 hahaha), and bio lec (mr goh makes funny faces and he's hilarious in a way he doesn't even know -.-), DOUBLE BREAK! hehe, and gp. HAHA GP! Must tell you about GP. Sci hons sat next to me as usual cause ki had KI LOL. And so Elise bought this massive pack of hellopanda for sci hons cause sci hons apparantly had a ginormous crush on it even her phone wallpaper is hello panda?! haha anw, we were slacking in gp as usual talking rubbish and we (okay mainly I) devoured like 7 packets of hellopanda. HAHAHA and we kept laughing cause .. no clue why also, we are always randomly laughing lol. and so after the transition of gp to chem spa, the excitement was killed instantly. sci hons has gone loony and "happy panda" lol loser!
sci hons: omg do you like feel drowsy now or smth?
me: (not answering cause i've alrd fallen asleep)
HAHA stupid chem spa just sucks the energy out of everyone cause after that KI, brian and jerome were like sleeping for a few minutes.
After that was PE, which was the best period ever cause we played SOFTBALL hehehe. fell down AGAIN, but still the 1st ever epic fall had ownage over this miniature fall. why does it seem like im the only dweeb falling?! hahaha. anw enjoyed pe alot while i was watching k playing handball *beams* and simultaniously cheering people, sci hons caught me like many times.
me: go vicki! (eyes roving somewhere else)
sci hons: wth you're not even looking at her la?!
lolol. wth the weather is so humid now, beads of sweat are trickling down my neck :O
okay yesterday's training was funny haha i have to relate about the evil cicak!
And so cam and i capped like 100 mins away from the pontoon and kenny tried to save us haha and he capped too. so we were all swimming with hua hovering at the side lol!
then suddenly
kenny: OMG there's a lizard on my boat!!
cam: *screams* and swims to my side.
i swear she's is so pro that she suddenly appeared at my side in less than 2 seconds. -.- HAHA cam. then we were all frantically screaming, me(silently screaming) and arms and legs failing and struggling to scramble onto the pontoon hahahha so funny. and while i was still trying to climb onto the pontoon kenny drowned the lizard inside the water. but no, lizards could swim HAHAHAHA and then the stupid cicak was swimming gleefully with its head poking out of the water. *shudders* so funny.
and there was another part when hua was just chillaxing in her fav SJI boat when she suddenly exclaimed excitedly "OMG SOMEONE CALLED YONG HAO AND I TURNED LA!!" HAHAHAHA I ROFLED cause i think there's someone from SP called yong hao and yong hao just happened to be hua's guy name courtesy of PIP.
anw training :) hehe.
Jas introduced this awesome place at bukit timah called myke's oven, which has like half price bakery stuff after 6! and so we visited it last week and i conclude its like satisfied my famished hunger after training. it was delectable hmmm esp the cheese twist right kenny. hahahaha. so niceeee.
yesterday night i had a dream that, hua and i went to buy jansport bags together (SORRY JAS HAHAHA) and another part which cannot be mentioned cause it's like private :D hehe. i should go and study now since i've got no homework tonight! ohya, and sci hons I DON'T SMILE SPASTICALLY WHILE MSGING LA, i smile cooly cause im a cool pig HAHAHAHA omggggg.
okay study study. tmr must blow balloons for national day don't laugh too hard :)
andddddd to conclude this post,
love you(bold)<3333 till like fat boy becomes less annoying (WHICH IS NEVER!) :):):)can't wait for UP wooooooo hehe.
stupid blogger doesn't let me bold my words either UGH.

2009-08-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

today was GOOD. like really really good. went down to mac at 7 and ran the guy's route with kenny. haha my fast is his slow lol! anw, k2 with evel at first and realised we were compatible so swapped with cam. training was fun hehe. after that went to embrace the new facilities at the cool toliet, concluded that the toliet shower heads seriously suck. the water jets shoot everywhere but me!! lousy crap. after showering went to tanjong pagar with <3 to eat sushi hahaha so sweeeet don't like sushi also eat :) lol after being greedy and ordering massive tons of it through the computer we couldnt finish it HAHA and so, we kinda dumped it in a plastic bag and smuggled it out to throw -.- lawl. the woman serving us was so *(^%$$%^ la! cabbed to the coolest place ever after that heheee. i love today. love love love it.
HAHA I BET IT WAS MEMORABLE FOR YOU!!
family is coming back soon. noooo.
byeeeeee,
love you
i've only got forever, and forever is fine :)

Colour my soul

2009-07-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a bad and good day.
BADASS because it was ptm and basically bala talked a lot and being a major L again i cried -.- reminds me of the time in aes when Katherine cried during her ptm with Stevens. Left fat boy slim with Kenny haha and they like kinda "studied" together lol. After the grueling ptm with bala and Mr. yeow (don't ask me why he was there but thank god he was there because he convinced my mum not to confiscate my phone), went to the canteen to find fbs and Kenny. Chillaxed in the canteen for like 15 mins while grumbling about how my dad is gonna kill me while my mum and fbs sat at another table. SPY! Hahaha. Then left to town with k, mum and fbs. When we alighted at the wrong stop, it was my fault somehow. Met hua and jas at cine! and we got free food (hua and k rejoices hehehe). Sat through an infertility talk HAHA applicable to young couples only la. the spy kept turning lolol. watched harry potty ! it was moderately okay, only some parts were cool and k kept falling asleep lol while hua, who was watching it the 2nd time was so engrossed.. spy really kept spying la hahaha. didn't think she saw anything righttt :) After that, due to mum's refusal to let me eat dinner out ): they all left to go home while jas went to taka with us. Ate at holland accompanied with the incessant naggings from you-know-who and my dad even asked me to quit canoeing la. NO. Attempted to do chem spa from like 8 plus and i had to redo it like 3 times cause i realized i kept doing the wrong worksheet till like 10pm i only completed like 1/4. Unbelievable right.
oh the good part starts after the ptm :D

(inserts squritle's picture here) noooooo im sorry i lost it!! ): i'll go hunt for another one kkk.

overall, the good parts reigned over the bad hee.
love you :) let's go study.

2009-07-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

HI
i kept smiling and laughing in school today cause your note is so damn cute la. HAHA. i kept taking it out to read and KI kept staring at me like i've gone mental. but but but i don't care! hehe. and break today was early so sci hons, debz and i stoned at the canteen. The witch caught me sleeping during history tutorial but she didn't scold me :O surprisingly.
right haha i've got nothing much to say except, school sucks but life rocks.
ps: i love my cooler chi tutor! (NOT FISHBALL FACE -.-) :D
loveloveloveeee.
i don't care if its chesssy hahah i still love you

late night, brakes slide, hear the tyres squeal

you're not alone

2009-07-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

Me tired. today was a tiring day cause my eyes were stining the whole day. Woke up late as my phone somehow auto switched off.
haha KI and i skipped half and hour of chi today (futile attempts as chinese was a 2 hour period omg), went down to the photocopy room to print some ki stuff which doesn't even concern me but being a helpful friend i help her carry the paper. lol. We were thinking of excuses to tell fishball face la. In the end, when fishball face asked us : NI MEN PAO QU NA LI?, our chinese was too lousy to reply and we just ran into class hahaha. And the worse part is, A lvl chinese oral is this thursday. noooo. Did the lame compo which was super lousy beyond description and went for GP lecture. ohoh bio spa was converted to tutorial and that's went the horrible truth was revealed.
bala: how to mark when pages are left blank *flips through someone's paper* and all the answers are wrong *flips somemore*
me: *sian* (playing with phone under table) *sian*
bala: who's paper is this ah..
me: shit i think its mine (saying to myself or to KI lol)
bala: oh peilin *shakes head*
ULTIMATE DEMORALISATION PERIOD plus mr thomas ho's " aiyo why your maths ah.. all cannot do one, FAIL you know?! " really made my past two days..
PE was fun because we played softball! yay. made me miss softball alot.
I'm such a stalker hehheh.
and so, im dying to eat sushi wooooo.
After sushi, i'm going anorexic. hahahaha.

i've been dying to reach you

love you more than you love me :)

2009-07-06T19:18:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of school ): me sad.
This means it is an end to
1. Morning trainings and coming early to hang out with kkk :)
2. Running to kap to meet Ed
3. Going out with NJBC (though didnt see sk at all -.-)
4. Meeting up with aes peeps (bren, sche, tim, belle, mic, clara, bern, rainer and more)
5. Meeting CZH from UK hahaha h1n1!
6. AND OF COURSE, every moment with youyouyou (L) best part of the holidays :):)
and nowwwww, it's back to the books. dang.
sad. anw, im excitedly waiting for UP to open and watch it with (L). the fat boy in the movie is so cute hahaha woooo.
oh yeah, today is joel's 17th birthday and so went to park mall's glass house FAC for lunch. My stupid seafood platter, garden salad (no don't ask why i have a garden salad) and 2 drinks cost me 26 frickin bucks. i am so broke.
and so happy birthday!

love you.

running from lions never felt like such a mistake

2009-07-05T18:14:00.004+08:00

HI world.
myes are over now's the time to pull the party poppers and paaaaaarty till the results are released and i get grounded for life. haha the study period was stressful la and on the first day bio paper, my temperature was 37.5 and they made me sit in one corner (jas had to run it in since she got unlimited lol) but after that they let me take the paper in the audi ex isolated from my class and bala demanded to know why i was so special. *shrugs. anw, taking chemistry was a major mistake. If i didnt take chem, i didnt have to take the stupid paper in the class, and i wouldnt have lost my most precious clip. WTH.
But after chi, all hell broke loose woooo.
shopping (L)
and sat morning, headed down to mac for training. hehe i reached mac at 750am and met k and yuxun. yx enthu ah went to run alone. Anw, training was good. k2 with cam! now i know why she always suffering in the front, i swear i wanted to die haha. At night, met bren, candice, sche and tim at rail mall to catch up and it was really goooood.
today i am wasting my life at home.

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

ps: youyouyou (L)(xinfinity)
i really love every moment with you and im indeed a happier person in 2009 hehheh

2009-06-28T18:54:00.001+08:00

things are better now :) I guess as time progresses, thing actually DO get better. i'm actually a happier person! I can check off the 'be a happier person in 2009' box in my phone task list. but now, as much as I want to be happy, the thought of hitting the books for myes which is in approx 2 days is quite uninviting and demoralising cause I know im going to screw up this round of exams. it's extremely vexing having to study during the june holidays im sure this is the part where everyone unanimously shouts a usion of 'yes!' ): bio paper is on tuesday and im soooooo not looking forward to it. I can't wait till friday reaches when we are all free from this evil thing. oh but some peeple get to be free on thurs omggggg cause they don't have chinese! damn chi. chinese sucks cause my chinese sucks. haha.
June holidays are ending today nooooooo.
k la I must seem im studying so my mum can't find another reason to blame me for failing my myes.

2009-06-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

with approx 5 more days to doomnation, i admit i'm not prepared at all. NOT PREPARED NOOOOOOOO. this june holidays have been fulfilling in terms of fun and enjoyment but not in the whole mugging sector haha. fun galore and spending time with peeple i loveee. hehe. stupid midyears just have to ruin the whole holiday. Everytime we're having fun and all, the nagging thought at the corner of my mind "myes are coming~~" ah to hell with it.
anw, for the past few days i've been going out and all. haha
so.. time to study no?
NO. hahaha.

anw i miss youyooouyou.
meow.

2009-06-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

look at fat boy -.-

HAHA.

2009-06-05T18:30:00.001+08:00

I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN ABUSED! with the massive number of blue blacks splattering all over my arms and legs. haha. rightttt.

2009-05-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

GO AND SEE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-GKaGyiOXs
i wishwishwish i could play like him. it's like AMAZING! aww. anw,
imy. hahaha. okay bye.

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

paper chase

2009-05-27T12:38:00.004+08:00

ohmy
i'm watching gossipgirl now ): i'm so effing distracted, so one please punish me!!

At our last midtown show

I've absolutely no motivation to study for my history and GP midyears tomorrow and friday. the sweltering heat is really getting on my last nerve and the air-con's not helping either when it brings me horrible nasal problems. I'm supposedly supposed to revise my hist by typing it out on the com cause it's too much to be written down but haha i'm so distracted.
i'm not supposed to be online!! k im not an online freak, i shall go offline now.
It's doomnation for history, how can i complete at least 8 full sides in 1, half hours?! It's no easy feat D: my only adversary is myself. aww. June holidays are in like 3 days and there's nothing to look forward to except that this holiday is another lie! as my midyears are after june (gasp) and there's no room for fun, excitement and entertainment in june?! no waaaaaaaay. that's utterly HORRIBLE LA. I can't withstand this anymore. I'm trying to be intellectual, haha, futile attempts in a last minute ditch effort to improve my skills for General paper tomorrow.
anyway, mbala changed sci hons and michelle. which eventually means no more talking rubbish with sci hons. wth! no fair. haha i miss training!
Time to return to the depths of history and the causes of the Korean War. what a bore.
:) helloyou

in our chariot under the summer sky,
we fell deep in each other's kiss

2009-05-26T16:32:00.010+08:00

lol debster, IF COLD WAR COULD SEE THIS.

oooh, miss the fringe

check out tiger!

elise!

IM SO HUNGRY NOW I CAN JUST SHRIVEL UP AND DIEEEEEEEEE. i want to eat chocolate. sigh.

hist on friday!

BYE.

2009-05-24T18:15:00.002+08:00

i'm hungry!!
h1 and gp midyears in like 3 days! shitzxxz.
diediedie okay
bye go "study"

scream at me, make it the best i ever heard
laugh out loud, i know it sound absurd

2009-05-20T19:36:00.002+08:00

i can't stand the heat at night especially ohmy. it's like sitting in an inferno doing OUR precious gpp and not giving a hoot about the sweat trickling down my neck. so so so so hot and gpp is extremely vexing. after countless drafts, we still have problems with the retarded piece of paper and gpp is due tomorrow. hmm, AH CRAZY. okay school has been horrible for the past few days. I've always been wallowing in misery in class, haha ask KI and science hons. but i (L) the grandstand! stupid ki :D hah force feeding me honey smacks everyday -.- i'm going to perish with diabetes la. Today we all went to IDHQ, maju camp :O to experience some army stuff. i only remember talking rubbish with KI in the 'lecture' or somesort and eating very nice custard puffs haha eh the army rations were not bad okay, they had some pasta thingy which debster and i shared. oh and the dogs were super cute. love the dogs. After the visit, went to town with elise, debster, banana2, tommy, terence and fred to watch angels and demons. it was very interesting. haha. im tired. and general is like effing nagging for no reason AGAIN. omg.
yesterday when i was playing dota with tommy and banana2, SHE WAS LIKE CONSTANTLY IN MY HEAD.
ah nvm.
youyou :)

what am i fighting for?
there must be something more

2009-05-10T16:01:00.003+08:00

DEDICATED TO CANOEING TEAM, and of course camster, jas, huaster and evel!
ohya, i (L) cjc canoeing team. hehe.
friday's training was good! haha the weights were like :O but the rowing was awesome! Rowed with cam k2 and we capped at weird areas. hahaha it was seriously extremely fun to the maximum. lawl. there was once when we successfully reached the pontoon and we were like "eh nice one! high five!" and brillant me "eh i need to drink water" *leans over* and caps. RIGHT NEXT TO THE PONTOON LA!! hahahaha. lousy la me. huaster got stung by a wasp in the inner thigh ohmy poor girl, i hope you can walk properly now lawl. jas went for the syf thing so i went home with juju and leexun. i was so tired that i slept at 930pm! haha jolted up at around 4am and was inspired to go training. lol. belle i know you want to whack me after reading this. WHO GETS INSPIRED AT 4AM!? and so i went for training and there were only 7 of us. fred, yuxun, almeric, kenny, louis and leexun. quite fun ah. rowed the k1 for the whole training whooo. and jiaolan asked us to stop at like 1030am. Went to the prata house to makansutra, and talked crap. After stuffing myself with two measly pieces of prata, went to timah with kenny, louis and lx. haha k and l like just stepped on foreign land -.- i went home to study. yes study.
in the end, i just completed my conics WHICH TOOK SO LONG. and then went out for dinner and i came home to sleep. hahaha. fail.
And so, today was another subsequent day of NOT studying. ohmy goodness. i seriously have to buck up and stop slacking. stop picking up my phone every few minutes to access fb or whatever. stopstopstopstop. stop staring into the air and think about stupid things. and stop sleeping so early. i need motivation please. but i realise everytime i try to study and successfully fail is when i attempt to study the deadly CHEMISTRY, and loserface is not making it any better. i felt compelled to complete my conics, SEE. it's chemistry. it definately is. Tomorrow i will study bio and ignore chem. total waste of time.
oh and CONGRATS to KI for getting into council! now you owe me a sumptious and delectable variety of food for my generous votes! :)
for the past 2 hours, i've been trying to download my frozen throne into my computer in order to revive my lousy skills once again. but it failed. nuggets. bae is supposed to help me but he went to play soccer with fbs downstairs, and he still asked me to bring down the video camera to record them playing. lol!
anw, there's no school tomorrow!

cross my heart and hope to,
i'm lying just to keep you here

2009-05-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

helloyou.
as usual, school sucks. and only my friends make it better.
KUNALAN came to my school today for a speech in the PAC! he's like a top sprinter legend or something last time in singapore. anw he's damn funny cute lawl, and i listened okay! brian said he was ghandi -.- but he saved my life so i can't insult much. HAHA stupid KI. anw morning run was cancelled when we all made pains to wake up early and come to school cause of lightning risk. Do 50 pushups and done. amazing right!? slacked with camster, huaster and jas while waiting for evel to bathe. hehehe evel had awesome hair in the morning! i swear she made my day. bio lecture, pw, gp, math tutorial (i love it, it's the only tutorial where i actually get work done) and then chem tutorial passed by. GP was fun, cause i had massive conversations with minnie like the entire lesson :O after school, sat in the canteen with jas and we talked rubbish haha till like 5 and then we left.
Met J, Ed and B at rail mall! and while they ate at subway i was staring at my conics shit. LOL. super fail. PI IS CRAZY.
diediedie.

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

dear maria, count me in

2009-04-30T08:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17th BELATED JASLINE! yesterday was J POK'S BIRTHDAY hehehe i love her kaay. my IG friend, and canoeing buddy. When we first made our choices for the CCA thing, i tried to psycho her to join canoeing with me haha but noo, she wanted to go to volly with her jellybean. HAHA and now she's in canoeing, see that's fate :) so training was cancelled yesterday cause .. and suddenly there was SO many reasons why. hahaha. Headed over to philip's with yunhua, jas, zhouquan, fred, weijun. i must say, his house is bigger than cai's palace leh. i was like omfg. He has a grand piano (AHHH) and a drum set and it allievates till 3 floors. :O :O so we slacked there and played rockband hahaha damn funny. while yunhua was busy camwhoring, jas and I COMPLETED a song. easy song la. Left around 5pm and we went to plaza sing to meet kenny, louis, clarence and leexun. watched

we had to sit in the first two rows.. sat in between jas and kenny hahaha i was talking during 3/4 of the movie. lol! super funnyzxzx :)

and so today, school starts at 11am cause there's an awards day for the j2s. It's raining crazily now, how to go to school. Im supposed to be doing my PI and GPP now.
bye

i will wait for this moment,
when our lips collide and almost stop the earth

2009-04-26T13:03:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings. It's sunday and i'm cramming all my homework in this measly sweltering afternoon. History tutorial is sapping my energy and not to mention, the compilation of the GPP and jonathan has not even sent me his GPP. nuggets. i'm going to eat fruit and nut bread hehe cam. training's been tiring but i enjoy the company alot! yesterday went to sybil's place to pass vicki her awesome birthday present lol. and then left to eat shokudo with elise, arielle and brian. knew dear general was going to start asking where i was so i rushed home and tried to do homework but the weather was SO HOT. YESSA i finished my history! and now, GPP awaits..

PS: VOTE FOR OLIVIA FOR COUNCIL (now you owe me a brownie!)

2009-04-15T22:39:00.003+08:00

gabriel: all your competitors are j2s anw!
like 3 races before mine, haha good game!! hyperventilating all. oh my. when i reached the end point, the race like started. i wanted to seriously give up but then i saw the IJC girl on par with me hahah so i rowed and she capped. :O and i thought about how cam has been force feeding me everything for the fast few hours, LOL must not give up! and so i finished 4th haha. k la. belle, qw, ed and j came down. aww so sweet, the traitor annabelle tham. i (L) my canoeing team. Everything was delayed by 2 hours because of the massive wind and rain, and so we all hid out at the shack and did alot of random stuff like eg huddling together and singing, camwhoring, reading newspaper (louis trying to get the answer to his gp lol!). And the brillant kenny tore joel's high cut shorts hahaha so funnnnny. wait till the video is up on fb which will eventually take quite a long time because of 4 days worth of pictures and videos.
pushed the ground after that cause of a few mistakes and then headed to IC with belle, qw, ed and j. heeeehe talked rubbish and they discussed about steph chen's bicep line or whatever lol. I'm supposed to do my pi now, but absolute failure. MUST STUDY.
bye

ps: now my phone looks more rugged i wonder why hahaha

2009-04-11T20:44:00.003+08:00

wowwwww. today was moderately normal. Had training in the morning, went down with CAM and leexun. haha leexun appeared out of nowhere -.- trying to be enthu ah! and i BOL (begged out loud) to camelia to row the T1 with me while leexun acted hero and went to row k1. i am unable to divulge the countless times he has capsized HAHA. so bad. rowed a couple of 500m races and asked cam to time me. waaah, i am still panicking and nothing will soothe my nerves till wednesday. my goodness, my heart is pounding excessively against my ribcage :O me extremely terrified. and i just received this email from chris about the nationals. IM IN FOOD YAY! went home with leexun and feasted.
russell: eh must eat alot of rice, noodles, carbs whatever
cam: EH NO. STOP ASKING HER TO DO THAT
russell: eat only what!
cam: eh. i thought you gonna ask her to take protein shake HAHA
me: LOL (says it haha yes cause of j)
russell: do i look like a frickin protein junkie to you!?
haha apparantly, yes..
cam is so baaaaaaaaaad
cam: eh you know, i think the girls in canoeing are generally quite pretty (other schools)
*then weird child from __ walks by*
and i looked at cam in that 'you were saying..' face and we both LOLed at the same time. hahahahaha. so mean ah camelia. and then had this mental preparation with the j2s. it was like some visualisation mediation thingy. it scared the hell out of me cause it made me extremely nervous, and i always tend to SCREW UP when im so nervous like the tryouts at kallang last year. shiiiiiiiiit. i really don't want to screw up. For the next few days, you will expect sudden outbursts of sighs, stonic faces ( i give that alot ), weird untimed moaning at inappropiate times like during lectures, and of course CONSTANT complaints. HAHA sorrrrry but this is me during difficult periods of times. So i knocked out when i went home after successfully finding all the chinese meanings in the chinese worksheet, haha i slept for 3 hours straight. I watched the bucket list, and it's very sad but i didnt cry though i did cry for click twice when i watched it twice, like i how i laughed everytime i watched white chicks for 15 times. hehe. now now, don't judge me white chicks IS hilarious.
okay. lol. i'm tired bye.

thinking of you

2009-04-09T19:37:00.003+08:00

Life's been hell, through lectures and tutorials. I must say i've succumb to the demon mostly during bio tutorials and chem lectures. chem lectures are a REAL BORE la. KI and i was always on the verge of nodding off if not for loserface and squeaky voice. Bio tutorials.. i just don't know why i simply can't stay awake. oh haha weird to say, but i enjoy training with the canoeing team alot! Yesterday's training was quite relaxed as it was water all the way! and the coach said i improved thank godddd omg or not i don't know how to face the world next week. jasline and camelia, kenny and louis were rowing k2. extremely cool!
today was ultimately very boring. stoning during lessons as usual, not enough sleep always giving people black faces, sorrrry D: me tired. There's training tmr and sat, i don't know whether i'm going tmr lol. KI's an idiot haha the sms thing wahlao, made me happy for 1sec!
History is driving me to my last nerve, whatever happened in the Cold War is flooding my brain cells now and my bloodshot eyes have been staring at this screen since like what, 7pm?! And i haven't even completed the essay yet.. glory and hurray for me. sk is annoying me on msn right now, GO FOR YOUR 3D2N LA. hahahaha.
by the way, there's a raging giant blister on my left leg and it hurts.
mr bala: *sees word ginormous in my PI* *eyes pop* what the hell is this?!
me: but it's in the dictionary!!
mr bala: *gives me the face* there's alot of words in the dictionary but you can't use them either..
me: LOL okay..
PW is evil.

you're my saving grace

2009-04-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

ME TIRED!
i (L) my mummy. and i hate school cause it's tiring.

2009-04-05T20:11:00.004+08:00

the last weekend
this weekend was packed and very busy, and it also happened to be the weekend that the general went to bangkok! i miss my mum. hahaha yes. and so on
SATURDAY
headed to kallang with jasline, leexun and sam for the one star kayaking course and met the rest of the canoeing team there {camelia, yunhua, evel, joel, char-les (jeffri HAHA), phillip, nat, leexun, sam, almeric, kenneh, chris, ashley, ignatius, clarence, minion jerome, ervin, julian}. it was quite fun ah, learn new strokes and stuff, rowing around aimlessly and banging into people. hahaha. the sun was excruciatingly hot. after the course at 4pm, plus push ups and alllllllll ended at like 5pm. Went over to chow's place with b for his birthday party and in the midst of white chicks at aroudn 10 plus i was sleeping on the couch with snippets of " tina the talking tummy " all drifted into my ears. haha. and then
TODAY which is sunday
again went to kallang with the usual and then went rowing! i (L) rowing so fun haha, mass capsize was damn fun la! everyone capsized and we had to save ourselves. yunhua, kenny and i were trying to save ourselves. kenny saved yunhua while i just floated around aimlessly. THEN YUNHUA DISAPPEARED leaving kenny and i floating there haha i swear it's damn funny. i partially refused to climb up the stern cause of the evil fibreglass sticking into my arm or maybe cause i couldnt climb up so the self proclaimed beast boy went to climb up leaving me floating in the water. After that minion came and they did the TX rescue thing hahaha. expedition was extreme! Fun though with the waves and all. when we were all rowing back, the whistle was blown and then kenny caught up and said " eh someone capsized "
me: who capsized?
kenny: some noob.
me: guy or girl?
kenny: must be guy!
and then when we went to shore for shelter cause a thunderstorm was imminent and then,
yunhua: eh wahlao just now i capsized in the middle of the sea la!
me: OMG hahahah you were the one who capsized?!
it was funny la. So we did stupid things under the shelter, disturbed jeffri (char-les) and then played the thumb game. HAHA KENNY HAD TO KISS JOEL. then finally we could row back and we ended around 330pm. walked to kallang leisure pack to eat! we were all starving omg. sat with ash, kenny, yuhnua, jasline and talked shit lol. and the long journey home completed with jas's parents sending me home yay. there's school tomorrow D: saddd.
bye
ps: kennysim not kennychua

would it kill you to care?

2009-04-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

it's only the begining of T2 and i'm already burning out. Thinking of ways to escape school tmr, but it is somehow always ultimately inevitable. there's morning run tmr and thank god, jasline L is picking me up, which means i can wake up half and hour later! YAY. brian left his wallet in class HAHAHA IC IC IC. tomorrow is going to be an extremely long day and it ends at 5pm. omg 5 freaking pm. 555555555 leh. mygoodness. the best part is, there is 2 consecutive hours of chemspa. LF. canoeing is v draining, that's all i can say.
D:
me tired.

if tonight ever makes a difference,
the way that i feel,
the way that i'll remember it

2009-03-21T11:23:00.005+08:00

(L) na and j

the nerd shot.

yesterday was GOOD. At first i thought olivia and brian were super pussies cause they refused to watch coming soon again with me cause i haven't watched it. haha but after my super power skills of persuasion succeeded, they relented! WHOOO. i swear it's damn frigging scary. i had triple heart attacks with brian on my left whimpering (yes whimper.) 'omgomgomgomg' and olivia on my right *sniggers at me* wth la, extremely excessively insanely ginormously scary. you wouldn't know till you watched it, and the ghost comes out at the most unexpected places. HAHA rainer was relating to us during the bbq : ah cinema full, comfirm no ghost will come out one *drinks coke and the ghost came out* and then *spits coke out* and followed by a series of ghost events. HAHAHA seriously, go watch it if you're in for a crazy scare. :O after leaving oli and brian to go to kovan, met marcus and waited for him to shit. nuggets la, he shit for like what, 15 minutes?! headed over to his place and i was the 1st, so early la. i reached there around 4pm and stoned in his room till ed came at like 530pm. ed has dragonball z hair, according to him it's "light auburn" LOL. waited for the stream of people to come and guess what we started the fire at 630pm and it was ready only at 830pm. OMG. lucky na's dad gave me a lift back or the general will me gnawing down my back. took alot of funny pictures hahaha. on a sad note, belle's leaving me - FOR GOOD. yuckssssss la. si annabelle, i'll miss you, meet at transit point k! played, ate, did alot of retarded things till 11pm and the security guard chased us out said there were sick and old people..uhh. hahaha. and then they started talking about coming soon and all the horror movies. i dreaded the lift at home cause there was a lift scene lol!

reached home at 1230. (NEWRECORD!) hahaha, other than that it was a blast seeing my gang again. yay.

{clara, mic, candice, bren, sche, kat, katherine, ed, j, marc, sk, eugene, han, oliver, na, belle, gf(qw hahaha), tim, rainer, chow, aaron, norfi, stevan}

CLARA, GO WATCH COMING SOON. HAHAHA.

the way that i feel,

the way that i'll remember it

2009-03-17T15:31:00.002+08:00

Today's training at macritchie was insane cause one minute it was all gloomy and rainy and after that it was like WOAH, EXCRUCIATING HEAT! It started raining after the 'warm-up' run and camelia was late which means she missed the run! :O belle and i were discussing where to go eat ice-cream if training is cancelled. haha in the end we did core with the j2s in the white tent.
phelan: girls go do weights
camelia: WHAT. did he just say do weights?! huh weights?! are you crazy? early in the morning ask me do weights?!!
LOL. We started rowing at 10 and ended at 12pm. Our week feeble arms were bearing the brunt from the weight training. daaaaaamn super tired until we had to force ourselves to walk. k time to study.

na's friend said ed looks like a girl. hehehe.

can you take this silence like a pill so i can breathe again?

2009-03-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

cool action shots la.

14th and 15th MARCH was the canoeing championships at macritchie. Went there at 8am with jasline, queen of lateness. HAHA. the j2's were rowing and i loved the k4 boats. damn super cool. The k4 guys and girls, waaaah. power. and of course, major camwhore. Unglam pictures of jasline, yunhua and camelia (ESP ALOT) hehe. I went to SRC on saturday with hope of evening spotting _ _ _ but no it was only the b group and saw Mr messy, omg lol! today i went down again cause clara told me there was an ac a match but it poured heavily and was rescheduled. stupid 16 wasn't even moving and na, ed and i were stuck in the bus for like 1 and half hours from kallang to suntec. And so we alighted and walked in the middle of the road to city hall. I left kallang at 5pm la, and i reached home at 8.30pm. what the nuggets. Camelia just broke my heart. freak.

all hail the heartbreaker

2009-03-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

today was a relatively slllllllow day. After insane mass PE, olive, brian and i were walking back to class and genius brian had to "ehhh i just realised that it's only the second period.." and then it was super draggy. i loved chinese cause our nice chinese teacher brought us to the library to read chinese books, and i made it to the 3rd page of daddy long legs! WHOOO! Gp was damn funny cause we did some group work and eugene had to present everything he was against. gerad's presentation was lol, super funny analogies! During maths lec arielle did some wierd sound HAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing la. After school, rushed to RGS to watch aes vs rgs c girls. uhh, played sb! ah i miss it so much la.
my old love,
SRC this sat! omg (tek) hahahahaha :D
bye.

2009-03-09T16:28:00.002+08:00

):
school sucks. belle's gonna appeal to SP and leave me in cj.
i still hate school.

2009-03-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

i'm utterly exhausted. I went to school happily in 177 and realised k and jx FORGOT me. haha but i got a seat in the bus. And i happily thought there was water training today and i kinda looked forward to it only to be decieved and be let known that it was actually land training *gags* freaking land. i strolled to the grandstand with jane and examined the scoring sun, and it was a super demoralising moment. Training started at 3pm and there were 6 girls! yay. i didn't feel weird anymore, it was weird just belle and I haha. We ran alot, like massively alot. Training ended at 7pm. wahseh, 4 hours!
hahahahahaha i like training. hehehehohoho.
so hot.

2009-03-05T17:08:00.002+08:00

I RELEASED AT 2 TODAY! except for KI who finishes as 4, hahah poor girl, she bored the brunt of everyone's puns. Such high tolerance level, if i were her i whack everyone alrd. lol. Morning run in the morning was refreshing la, belle and i were hoping for some lax training like a CC reflection/discussion, HAHA, cause the day before was Cross-country. But no, gabriel was like : okay J1s! Run 10 rounds and each round at least 2mins. belle, jasline, eve and i were : (yay..) There's 5 girls in canoeing alrd. haha, plus camilia who got into hockey but denied the spot. whooo. row row row. I see the spastic face on my timetable, and then on my pencil case i wonder why. Cj's mass Pe is insane, it's like training complete with running and circuit stuff. AND GST. mini GS on the way to class. hahaha.
i miss those idiots and
i hate school.

how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?

2009-02-28T23:23:00.006+08:00

Happy advanced 17th birthday MIC stalker!

either sleeping or eating la. haha i (L) eux

omg i miss you so much. hahaha anw today went to vivo with the usual (belle, k, jx, j, sk, ed, c, candice, mic, b, tim, rainier, qinwei) to celebrate mic's birthday. I was pigging out as usual, shared this awesome softshelled crab with ed, and he devoured it at maximum speed. i feel very..

sk: eh wahlao gained 9kg

me: *thinking* YES! very nice!!

and then when he appeared, he looked the same and the worse part is

sk: haha eh i bluff you all

whaaaaaat the hell right. i felt so good with the usual gang la, it's not the same in class. It's so distant and boring in class. i know i've said this countless times, but it will never be the same ever again.

i'll post some pics when i get it from ong :D

anw rockafella yesterday after training :O, i was super tired and was stoning till fried rice came out, they were good cause they managed to snap me out of my funk. oooh.

sleeeep.

2009-02-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

i miss ed, j, sk, b, m, c, bren, sche, basically the whole giant gang and every piece of shit we all talked about. i'll always be rofling at the end, cause of what (dirty jokes, dirty experiences (LOL), r jokes (belle and ed's forte) ) so many la. and always trying to defy teachers and make stupid noises and how could i forget throwing random stuff in class (ed throwing yam pau at marc and j's area HAHAHA) so funny la. How to forget, climbing the class vent and b fell through the ceiling, wahlao. i lol-ed and b was like ' not funny la! i could have died! '. let's just say our class was literally the most notorious class ever, there were mass green form groups and almost everyone got into trouble at least once. Mass caning groups also, hahaha, it was really the best class ever.
And now,
1T29 in CJC. I'm having mixed feelings about my class still, not exactly that fond of it. i barely interact with half the class and i only hang out with the other girls. i sit in the frigging front row and i'm a nerd. ohgod. i admit, i miss my male company. retarded testosterone is missing from my school life. i hope it gets better. but still, it's quite fun as there's already a class clown, frederick. hahaha damn funny. okay go sleep byeee.

2009-02-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

is similar to

cause my arms are aching after training. haha and so, belle and i went for water training this morning at macritchie with the J2s. the morning run was v refreshing, i loved it. but at that point of time i was cursing. After that we launched into the T1 boats and annabelle tham capsized at the start. HAHA okay i capsized too la, but this J3 guy helped me and carried out the rescue drill lol! rowing in the hot sun for 2 hours is fun but ultimately tiring and the bar workout is insane.

Met ed and j, carried out transactions and then ate ed's naan. LOL. i did my binomail for 2 hours la, it was that hard. later i shall attempt to study chemistry. ugh.

Me, You and My medication

2009-02-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

maybe it's a fall from grace.

get over it la, it's not worth it really.

met b, marc today. he's late, he owes me food. Anw, we took some random train at which b was like " eh the train is here let's go! '' and we followed suit and chatted happily in the mrt and then suddenly ' bukit gombak ' ( we supposedly at woodlands with the mission of gg to town ).
b ' why the f are we in bukit gombak? '
marcus and i ' holy shit ' and we took another hour to get there lol! popped in on ed at quiksilver and his rebonded like hair. hehe. had to make my way home cause tmr's a school day and b's bugging me to visit him tmr at num and throwing in incentives like free dinner LOL. bus home with m was frigging funny and i feel weird blogging now. BYE.

2009-02-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

i'm so frigging tired
and chemistry is insanely tough yo. i must go and inquire about chemistry tmr. yuck.

yiling came back!

this is funny la.

fatty ed and blackie j, i miss you. you owe me 9 bucks for the pe shirt. HAHA :D

2009-02-13T19:56:00.003+08:00

i skipped canoeing training today. hoho but i'm going next wednesday la. i have ultimately decided to remain in canoeing though i have to take the test which jerome says it's 'okay la' but frederick was like 'damn hard la' haha. hovered at the piano with candice and made random friends who had no training. supercrazyinsanetiredla. bio and chem is extremely tough, and bio is like mr bala said a modified version of chem. GOOD GRIEF! EVEN PARTIAL FRACTIONS IS CHALLENGING LA. The canteen food is good, and today was V day eve. and i (L) V day eve cause there's a wide range of chocolates to feast on. it was awesome la.
my stomach is having wierd pains now, must be the massive chocolate feast.
okay bye.

2009-02-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

IG18! (not the complete one though)

ong ah.

b became bigger. hoho.

gacad!

i'm extremely exhausted yo. today was first day of canoeing training, there was only belle and i for girls and a whole haul of guys even i can't remember all! anw, it was tough. alot of homework ): byebye.

2009-02-08T17:15:00.003+08:00

CJC orientation is offically over! but i'm so not excited, i'm actually quite miserable cause my IG members are like the best ever and now we're all seperated into different classes. me sad. yesterday after finale 'night' all of us went to town to makansutra! jas and i were merely innocently following someone. hoho. let's just say, IG 18 is the best ever! i'm eating some very wierd watermelon now and there's greenish patches smothered all over and i decided to not eat it anymore cause it can be quite queasy. Tomorrow's the official welcoming ceremony for us JC1 people and there's no lessons in the morning! right and i'm going to explore the school with huilak tmr and make the stupid ezlink card that mysteriously disppeared from my wallet. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. I'm going to join canoeing! And no, i'm not going to get buff arms.
cjc ignite!
flame on. *does fav action*

But let's not ask why it's not right
you won't be seventeen forever

2009-02-03T19:33:00.002+08:00

second day of orientation and it was better than the first cause the raging headache dissipated. i'm in apollo house, coolest house ever. and your mother no hair! okay sorry it's a super funny cheer hahaha. anw, made many new friends in IG18 and some from 17 cause my break's the same as kenni prok. many cat high boys with emo hair, ha i made friends with one. We played dirty games and dodgeball was the best la, cause deep inside IG18 won and not IG24 cause all of us were hovering at the edge and we didn't die. HA.
tmr (dragonboating!) most excited i've ever been hoho.
haha bus rides to sch with k and jx are classic. i rofled and irritated people.
however, school's not the same without NJBC. gah.

2009-02-02T19:39:00.001+08:00

first day at CJC, anxiety envelops. it was truely tiring and exhausting.
save me.

2009-01-29T11:28:00.003+08:00

happy cny, though it's a tad too late. haha arrived back from the usual hometown yesterday and i must say i've pigged out. anyone miss me terribly?! i've finished S1 of GG and i can't get enough laaa. evan almighty is on hbo now, haha what can i say. it's super funny!
' we won't judge, we're the non-judging breakfast club ' whoooo. ed westwick. i forgot what i wanted to blog again la.
i don't know what to say.

2009-01-23T00:21:00.003+08:00

i am currently very, extremely excitedly and shivering periodically in my seat while waiting anxiously for the gossip girl episodes to transfer to my com. good old ed downloaded them for me. omggggg. he just fulfilled my ed westwick fantasy. HAHAHA. well okay. THANKS! i'm so excited i can't be more excited and i'm like super excited. hehehe. okay work today was good! i'm starting to get used to be da runner, hoho. i like nice customers they make me happy. OKAY GG HAS FINISHED TRANFERRING. E.W HERE I COME!

byebyebyebye.

are you ready to get undressed
undressed in your evening's best

2009-01-20T13:12:00.002+08:00

hello all. i'm working night shift later, ugh it's so tedious all cause of shiny. yuck. i miss working in WCP although i've only been there for like what, 3 days? lalala. posting results are coming out soon! which eventually means that school will be starting soon, and i can stop working, which will lead to not seeing shiny anymore. yay! bloody menial labour, making use of the noobies.
bye. clothes await!
who wants to go on a shopping spree!!

2009-01-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

hellllllo. okay so for the past few days i've been working at clementi and shifted to sembawang yesterday at 5 and worked till 10pm. haha it was fun with all the funny staff workers. i am so tired and theres frigging piano tmr. go eat and sembawang shopping centre FAC and i'll serve you. HAHA.

When the morning light fights through the cracks
cascading across the bed, and you are mine

2009-01-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

i am so tired yo. Working at west coast plaza's fish & co with candice. it was preeeetty slack form 2pm to 6pm, haha we sat around with the other staff members ( majority from kent ridge o lvl peeps ), chatted and made animal balloons. HAHA. okay i'm like super super superrrr tired.

2009-01-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

i'm so lazy now,

2009-01-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

it was all okay until dad called and " just relax ah, no matter what the results are, it just is. Must be positive okay! Don't be negative. " and i already wanted to shrivel up and die. I'm watching tv, ahh hk drama haha. okay i can just sit and fidget to doomnation. bye.

i'm back from hell and i survived.
looks like cjc's welcoming me! (11points) i hope ah. i'm bored and i'm talking crap with owyong and j "lightningdash'' lol long story. i'm happy my boys and girls are happy :D cheryl treated the O result takers a magnificent earthquake and i definitely savoured aplenty. After, lounging in newton with belle, ed, b, bren, sche, tim, kat, surrounded by delicious food. it was heaven, and then ed fell down. it wasn't some mini fall, it was a huge fall onto the road and i was being an a.hole as i was rofling about something before and after that. all b's fault. Never attack an unsuspecting pl. okay haha i'm listing the choices for online registration and i'm tired.

2009-01-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

hi every possible 16/17 year old freaking out tonight till tomorrow 2pm.
ALL THE BEST. don't cry cause i will.
hi i just finished watching the brave one and it kinda reminds me of seven pounds with the whole classic short ending that made up for the entire show. okay im just blabbling maybe to take my mind off the fact that giant o results are like in 15 hours. lalala my mum said that ed westwick was hot. hahaha okay not hot but handsome whatever the words adults use because in the end it potrays the same line of thinking. i don't think i have the mood to run tmr morning haha now now it's not an excuse to escape ok!
if i get 12 points and below, see you celebrating.
if i get 15 and above, i'm going into hibernation and stone mode, don't expect any response.
i love you all incase it's the last time you hear from my existance.

2009-01-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

this morning, i was dreaming about

ed westwick/chuck bass. sexysexysexy. okay stop. whooooooo, hot beyond despair. And i was interrupted from my beautiful dream by ed rafael at 9am hahaha. i was late! set off to the gym, men's territory i must say. Time passes real quick and soon i was off to church. it was refreshing!
NOW people let's not fret cause it's only ONE MORE FREAKING DAY, OHMYGOODNESS. freaaaaaaaaaaaaak out! cause i definitely am.

2009-01-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

i am so so utterly upset because i really miss

.
i'm so upset i can cry right now. after reading some junior's blogs about how they were assigned new coaches that will eventually enable them to relieve the earlier moments when AES were reigning champs , made me feel so glad for them but at the same time again upset.
UPSET.

lucky buggers who get to further sb in top notch jcs, super lucky. *sniffsniff*

:((((((((((((

2009-01-07T12:36:00.002+08:00

hola. hehe today was awoken by the unseen force of something. at 7.30am! and as usual, anyone can guess i glued meself to the sofa and started watching tv. ha but i have piorities okay! i had to convince myself to go do my supposed-daily run as the thought of watching more tv seemed more exciting. but no, went to run. wahseh i was so beat due to yesterday's tennis and swimming with j and ed. i'm cooking for fat boy slim now. he's like into the whole get-buff attitude, refuses to eat rice but feasted and devoured like half of my white chocolate cheesecake which was btw a great success! HAHA i'm serious, next time i make for you if you get me my baby. hoho. ok im late bye.

2009-01-05T09:26:00.003+08:00

my baby my baby my baby
I WISH.
no i am not a wannabe photographer or whatever, i can do without this nikon D60. I don't have to have this as photography is not about the camera but it could be. It's about the eye and the moment. But i can do better with this baby :D HAHA. right. just a surge of overwhelming feelings. who loves me can certainly buy me this.
aaaaaand, i was scrutinizing every detail about what actually happened during the giant Os period and i'd say i was freaking out in my bed. seriously. this week's gonna be a busy week, well it'd better be, better than stoning and vegetating at home (who can forget vegetate?!) it was classic. oh well. Nowadays pri school english is quite challenging, i was browsing through fbs's vocab list and some of the words i don't even recognise! haha talk about the massive emphasis on the education of little minions. haha. oh alright.

you light the match,
i'll stick around

2009-01-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

at the rate i was going for the past few days, my super lousy mood and attitude must have drove everyone around me crazy. so sorry. but! i resolved. HAHA. i must say church was very theraputic and i must thank jx for asking me there. kenster was a newbie. all my pessimistic loser feelings just faded away and i felt like how i should have felt on new year's day, NOT SLEEPING THROUGH THE COUNTDOWN. omg. how could i.. sleep through it. and so, new warm fuzzy feelings surrounded me. hahaha ok get a grip.
okay i just have to say that i am very full now cause i had a big feast with my family and not to mention the insane buffet with njbc yesterday! Lounging in the sony sofas were fun and im going to save benjamins for the absolute gracias preferto ___. hehe. and that red sleek thing. beautiful.

burning up photographs
which was what of our perfect past

2009-01-02T08:46:00.002+08:00

what a way to start the new year. go eat my dust. bang bang bannng.
it's like the same thing all over again except the difference in __. tell me this is not happening. doomnation soon.

2008-12-31T19:24:00.002+08:00

i'm going crazy. paranoid, obsessed i may say. i'm supposed to think positive or whatever but i can't cause it's just too difficult to ignore. oh give me a break.
i'm so pessimistic now only god can save me.

crazybeautiful

2008-12-30T19:17:00.004+08:00

well haha the holidays been so boring till staring at the cookbook has revived some part of me that i never knew. the keen interest in cooking and baking! HAHA. ya ya laugh all you want.

my absolutely delicious looking salmon. eh im serious. i cooked it, i'm not a helpless girl like my brother said.. those who ate my plant fertiliser brownies at j's house, don't deny!!! HAHA and my mum had seconds at my newly chilled fridge cake. AH HA. whooooo.

Next on the list white chocolate cheesecake ooh deli. okok stop im salivating already.

btw, EX-grandad's house has a new addition!

beautiful no? his name is smoky or shortie i have no idea. Look at ronny that fatty, he's darn lazy lol.

i'm hooked on 90210. i knowwwww, eat me.

your automatic eyes,

five eyars disappear

2008-12-29T11:46:00.003+08:00

i'm utterly inspired! i'm going in for the kill! omg! such inspiration, better not let it go to waste!haha today woke up with a major insane headache prolly due to the previous night's events. We were reminscing la. super. okay i hate to do this but it's like approx 14 more days to doomnation. heeee.

Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know

2008-12-28T13:56:00.003+08:00

i hope i die. no one will miss it.

late night, brakes slide, hear the tyres squeal

red light, can't stop so i spin the wheel

My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up

And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white

They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

2008-12-26T19:45:00.003+08:00

hello you.
Headed to town with ed with absolutely nothing in mind. no objective, ha. met dana lim in taka as she was working there under the colour pencil section thing haha crapped with her.
lalala, christmas is supposed to be a happy affair my friends.
and hi, i don't suppose we're friends anymore, i second that. you made it pretttty clear.
i'd say.

jump

2008-12-25T14:46:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas to every possible human on earth.

hoho i cooked for fat boy he sure ate alot. I must say this christmas has been rather quiet cause maybe of the humongous lack of benjamins for me this year, so this is equilivant to no christmas shopping. How.. tragic. I'm obsessed la, every where i look or go, it's all i see! ohmygosh. i'm going to die. Attention people, giant Os results are coming out in like approx 18 days. And recently haha i was searching the cut off points for all possible jcs and when i hopely "chanced" upon VJ's haha i swear i died and revived, what 5 freaking points? HAHA i'm so happy i could possibly be unconcious now. ta.

hehe.

paper chase

2008-12-24T14:54:00.003+08:00

if you can't kiss your best friend, who can you kiss? -gg

welllll, i've officially finished breaking dawn! so sappy, so mushy, so romantic, i love. hahahha. melts my stupid heart. okay. i love myself cause after all i found it. it's been raining since i went to pee this morning and i kept dreaming about --- ugh it's so wierd come to think of it. it's christmas eve! wow i can't think of anything i rather do than watch tv ALONE. hahaaaa. :O

bye.

honeybabysweetheart

2008-12-23T13:07:00.003+08:00

haha i want breaking dawn nowwwww. i seriously want to finish it. bye.
right hello. these days have been super utterly boring, beyond description and i've been dedicating my time, mostly nights to TRY to finish the twilight series. i admit, i'm hooked on the sappy romance, simply addictive. But sadly i haven't finished it cause i don't have the last book and haha i got the rest from ed. if you love me, get me the last book and i love you too. Really. No job, no money. No money no honey. okay no sense. Time to reminisce about the secondary school years now as we all are seriously going diff ways, i'd prolly be too lazy in the upcoming days and so here goes. well it's according to haha sec 4 to the earlier years.

prom

njbc

glitter

Graduation day

look at czh. bugger china boy.

sb days

HAHA candice in cambodia

warps!

NYDC.

in class haha

in bio class. omg. i miss it.

A bernard creation.

night study

Mr woodcock

massive fries during a extremely long bio lesson

SRC!

In the bus to an SRC game. heee.

CNY celebration LOL.

sleeping in class

Before training sessions and advancing the giant Os, we actually studied in the SB room!

botak j

The time when we went to Lot 1 to get popcorn cause it was supposedly cheaper and trained to west mall to watch alien vs predator 2. HAHA.

bio workshops

haha classic.

stoning in paragon

the cheek of him

when we thought annabelle and bernard had an affair. HAHAHA ok you can beat me.

how can we forget roxie!

lol.

the stupid things we did

SRC

white chicks in chow's house

Another bernard creation

Packing things for the cambodians!

And mostly, the frequent trips to b's house to slack. aaaaah.

I really miss all these. Enlighten me. Well even though there was a massive hell load of politics in Sec 1 and sec 4 years, i'd say it was good and bad experiences. Even though people change through the years, i'm not at liberty to judge because as quoted from j " best friends don't judge ". Though it's hard not too, and no one's that noble enough, well i hope these 4 years were the best so far cause it was for me.

And again i love you if you get me breaking dawn :D but i'll still love you. HAHA.

bye poops.

2008-12-18T20:38:00.004+08:00

you want to whack me cause i watched

again with mum, bae and fbs. lol. what can i say really?

met j at lot 1 and we saw this super funny guy in laserflair. He was watching the trailers and shaking doing wierd random movements i swear we lolrofllmao all over and stalked him. We took a video. HAHA. ok bye.

2008-12-17T22:11:00.003+08:00

I DID IT! haha. watched it with ed in town today. he's gay la. the guys who all watch it. lol. i take that back yo. when edward cullen walked appeared on the big screen, all the girls in the cinema went " ooooooh aaaaaaah " haha and ed went " Alice is cool ". Many guys went to pee haha to do what? i'm very full now cause i ate FRUITS.
bye.
Christmas is cominggggggg. (i shall give you something.) HAHA plant fertiliser.

2008-12-17T11:01:00.001+08:00

i leave my house today to town in hope that i will OR MUST watch twilight. i knowwww, i sound like a super groupie. hahaha but seriously i've waited long enough.
wheeeeee.

2008-12-15T21:37:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's just me.

I suppose it's time to give up, i've tried but to no avail. Go and eat yourself. I can go and die.

2008-12-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

i'm bored, like super utterly bored. I folded all clothes possible and watched tv till my eyes popped out. The computer is so boring, there's nothing much more deary than staring at the still screen.

i wanna go outttttttt. please.

2008-12-09T19:14:00.004+08:00

china was da domb.

sometimes i miss people back here and i wished i could come back earlier, but when i'm back and sometimes i want. to go back there and never come back. no one cares anw.

ok. the tour was good, the tour group was better, and the tour guide was hilarious. hahaha i swear. Met many people from aged 4 years to 20 years. There was this pair of twins, who were hugely humongously tall and i thought they were like 16, but no, they were only 13. Met an o level taker, and a few sec 2s and 3s. The dyed hair guy, drinking breezer watching us play uno is only 14 years old, omg. looks decieving, damn right. We travelled to 5 cities and stayed in 5 hotels. It was extremely cold, i'd say. the lowest was -3degrees!
Had my birthday with the china peeps. it was the best. i didn't feel horrible at all. right.
don't want to continue anymore, it's not like any one reads it.
bye

2008-11-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

well well. bye.

I just need something that will take me away
To help me disconnect to get you off my mind
I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you
To escape from here

see you in 9.

you're so gay

2008-11-27T09:02:00.002+08:00

happy birthday kenni prok. endless laughter ensues whenever you're around, serious!

classic paparazzi pic (rmb this) haha

eh pls send me pics from prom. HAHA.
when i get it i'll put it. (not) i should really hit the rope later. whoooo. played (old) monopoly with ed and zh yesterday at ed's house. the two brothers were sleeping together, i meant it. together. HAHA. right. His monopoly wasn't the one with the credit card la, it had paper money. lol but i owned, i declare. hahaha. ed brought us through a short cut, "short" cut. what the heck we walked on the train track that leads to my house! Stuffed myself for dinner, haha i swear it was gooood food. right okay. bye i'm going to immerse myself in book world.

You can't take back the damage done
This is the last time you will shine

2008-11-26T09:32:00.003+08:00

prom was DA bomb! hahahhahaha
okay was at j's house with ed and ys from 2pm, was stoning and watching exciting tv ( i mean like tv shows ok ). You'd have expected us to be early right? Eh but no, j, ys and I were the last ones. -.- ys: with me, you're never early. yaaaaaaa, you think? lucky the food was untouched. reached there at around 8pm when it started at 7pm, lol. everyone looked super glamourous, all the dresses and suits/formal stuff. really cool. Cam whored the whole night, and danced (yes dance la ) with k and jx. HAHA I swear we need dance lessons. we were head banging on the dance floor. hahahah but it was super fun. My other boys were bursting balloons, no idea why. Almost everyone went crazy on the dance floor hahahaha, okok. i'm like smiling to meself as i type this la. Unfortunately, all the pictures are not with me, my camera didn't even come out of the clutch. oh welllll.
the non-judging breakfast club, i love you peeple. hehe. and k, jx who kept asking me to ask the scariest mum on earth whether i can go clubbing. hahaha.
ilove4/1.2008.

run

2008-11-24T22:32:00.003+08:00

we got lost at rjc. HAHA.

(getting into the cab)

me: err union industrial building

cab driver: huh?

me: ah here's the map

cab driver: *examines*

cab driver: eh just walk infront and turn right can alrd! (in chinese)

ed: huh!?

me: eh okok thank you!

(getting ready to get out of the cab)

cab driver: ah i drive you all infront

(drives 100m and stops)

cab driver: ok!

me&ed: ROFL

triumph's for laaaadies only. The interview was scary ah, i swear. The woman was giving me wierd looks and when the interview ended. phew what a relief. Went to far east to get the mask, belt and berms! my ten dollars disappeared la, prolly dropped out of something. it literally vanished into thin air! Right. Went to eat at j's house, good home cooked food. it was really good. haha after that had alot and massive loads of fun. And we were fortunate enough to bask in the aura of the genuine godlike real gladiators, unlike those which were mass produced in _ and really unsightly populated by the elms and berts. And prom's tomorrow, everyone will look absolutely beautiful. hehe okay. good day.

carve your name into my arm,

instead of stress i lie here charmed

you know that i can still bleed

2008-11-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

hola earthlings. today went to chinese garden with {dada} HAHA to watch her dye her hair. Watch you know, not dye. WATCH.
na and I: blah blah blah
mrt: Lakeside
na: eh where are we
me: lakeside. chinese garden after lakeside la
na and I: blah blah blah
na: EH WHY ARE WE IN BOON LAY?!
hehe. okay i didn't know dyeing hair could take so darn long but it took 3 hours. and i just sat there for 3 hours, reading some random mags and stoning. Finally, and she dyed it purple! it looked goood. Next on list, Ash! ate pastamania cause she wanted to be fat cause apparantly, fat = cute. HAHAHA. chat, and caught up. She then came over and we reminised about 6joy, i swear the video made us roflolmao. superrrr funny and i look very/extremely spastic la. and na think she damn cool in her gio t-shirt. well it was memorable def. She just left and i've got nothing to do. Tmr's the interview for the triumph job, i hope i get it! bye.

2008-11-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

they really get to you

bring me back to life

2008-11-19T16:55:00.005+08:00

drake and josh! is the most exciting show on tv right now.
right. humour me.
sometimes i don't understand you at all, please enlighten me. anyway, job interview at triumph on monday. oooh freaky. frankly i'm quite scared ah, but since ritz don't wanna let me work till my birthday i'll go try this out.

ydkhifat.

yishu says:
buy pedro lah
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
and i want the zara pants
yishu says:
haha
yishu says:
aiyah
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
and now i want a vest
yishu says:
tht one go other place find lah
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
but its nice
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
shows off my butt
igntsa says:
lol you all sound damn cute
igntsa says:
HAHA
yishu says:
lol
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
lol
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
of course
You're sucha SPAZZ says:
we all cute what
yishu says:
we are cutie pie
yishu says:
haha
igntsa says:
UH. HAHAHAHA
(this is hilarious lol)
btw, almost everyone's got a freaking SLR alrd la. go, die and burn. i do as well with a lousy digi cam okay. People like me, have no benjamins to get it. so bye.

cut me, mick

2008-11-18T22:04:00.004+08:00

gross la. shut up pie hole. Headed to escape today with k jx c mic candice. It was fun/tiring/exhirilating/painful. lol, the inverter was fresh and good the first time, but the 2, 3, 4, and 5th were painful affairs. Half the time in the air " oww, my thighs! " " OMG. MY BRAIN!! " hahahaha. oh ya and the wet and wild ride, mic and i got stuck in the conveyor belt halfway up the super high slide. *chug chug wham* we stopped moving, halfway up.
me: OMG michaela we're stuck! we're stuck! We're not moving omg omg omg *turns behind and saw k and jx's log* omg kenny we're stuck! STUCK!!!!! (screaming apparantly)
mic: omg! how!!
(sits there immobile)
after 10seconds *wham* we started moving again. haha stupid thing. and jx thought it was some suspense thing to scare the people sitting the ride, but they went up smoothly haha. the biggest hit was the family coaster and the viking. hehe ok. finally got the prom dress. goooood.
i finished twilight, and all i can say is EDWARD CULLEN! (he sounds so beautiful) ok i swear i want to watch twilight!

You are the one that I need,
You know that I can still bleed

i can't

2008-11-17T21:46:00.003+08:00

i give up ah. I can't find anything to wear to prom. maybe it's just me la.
Went to ritz carlton to apply for the job, haha there were cheena teteks applying too. So we got the job (except ys who got r-e-j-e-c-t-e-d. hahaha), but i only can start working after my birthday cause only 16 then can work. geee. after that had a massive eat out at cj, my ice tea sucked, i couldn't finish my 15 buck meal. we packed it in j's turtle planning to eat for dinner. after that was, shopping! marina square, raffles city, bugis junction ( i tried bringing them to haji lane but i got them lost halfway haha ), lido. can you believe there's nothing there for me? i covered taka, tangs and wisma with mum yesterday and zilch.
Really, maybe it's just me. I'm too picky, I'm too choosy, I've no experience whatsoever. Right. anw, ed lent me twilight and i was reading in the bus. SO INTRUIGING. haha zh, ed, j and ys were doing the "yubbs" chorus from the mrt to the escalator and this group of people replied back. ok. swear it was damn funny, this kept happening hahaha. well okay it was a eventful and tiring day haha guys shop alot la, shop till you drop literally.
prom's only next tuesday and i haven't got anything. (i repeat, NOTHING) freak out.
ok tmr's escape. i prayhopethinkknowreaaaaaaally pray it wouldn't rain!

would it kill you to breath easy?

2008-11-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

eff off.
i got nothing to say la.

well

2008-11-15T12:09:00.004+08:00

graduation was yesterday. (yay) closure get report books and get out of school. i wore the torn-up shoes haha. it has memories, maybe i should laminate it. okay my feet are seriously killin' me, new shoes la. Walking all over town, finding that stinking hotel.
ed&b: eh this shirt is so tight around the chest area.
me: ... isn't that what you guys like.
ed&b: isn't that what you like?
me: -.-
ya they got their shirts happy boys and we went searching for ritz carlton to get a job. but no, it refused to appear. finally found it haha that dude said we had to go back. tragic.
ed, j, zh and i went to eat at cafe cartel. Due to much emphasis on the St louis pork ribs, ed mund was being so adamant. haha we had 3 of that, and the serving was ginormous and i mean really really huge. i couldn't finish mine. We all had a goood time. the bus was jammed. yuck.
got juice and went home standing. uh huh
today was a good day. haha really. i did chores in the morning and moved all irrelevant books outta my room, packed and packed. brought FBS to lan, played dotA with ed, zh, nat and eugene. it was good fun. well i'm off to read, it's been long dear one.

freedom everyone

2008-11-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY. I'M FINALLY FREE, AND SO ARE YOU! bio was good. hahaha the rehearsal was beyond description. Gone to queensway with clara and michaela. The christmas hot plate cheated every penny from mic and I. It was terribly upsetting, as it was not enough to fill my mere appetitte. but no fear, there were CW! Got my shoes, haha everyone please clap. Went to meet J after that, and we went over to Tim's house. Discovered blokus, i swear i was very mind-challenging. Played a few rounds with j in tim's room while some random people were outside. lol, it was darrrrrrrrn fun la.
I'm going to watch wanted tonight and party till obilivion. Tmr's graduation day and it's gonna be one helluva day.

and it breaks me just to know

one more weekend

2008-11-12T09:57:00.002+08:00

chem p1 was extremely vexing. cursing and swearing all the way, i wondered whether the massive haul of tys that i did 3 times even helped me. i was certainly counting on this, and the easiest question of the paper, bravo la, you did it. you screwed it up big time. no point wallowing anymore, so i'm 'looking forward' to tmr's bio paper cause it's the LAST! and i hopeprayswearthinkknow it'll be good. and i want to buy socks. haha all my socks has ginormous holes due to my brill bro, "let's play soccer with my sister's socks!" and of course, new shoes. Those who saw my shoes, cheer finally! who wants to go buy with me. Must. Resist. TV. but no, i'm not going to. haha whhoooooooooo i can't wait till tmr.
1moreday (for bio people only la)

Do you think you're better off dead,
better off dead than alive in here?

so you see

2008-11-11T13:05:00.002+08:00

2 more days!
move faster you blasted clock.
i'm gonna eat now. i'm hungry and so are you.

say what's that sound?

Will you make sure the door is locked?
We won't have to talk
As long as you are here with me,
Again

2008-11-10T13:00:00.002+08:00

3 more days!
phyp1wasokay.
dotA with j, ys, ed, zh, and 2 random guys
oh the sweet taste of terrorblade!

2008-11-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

4 more days whoopee.
To freedom, everyone!

leave out all the rest

2008-11-07T17:39:00.002+08:00

saddest state it's ever been.
i hate this.
6moredays.

2008-11-06T13:14:00.002+08:00

major headache + puke urges = not good
awesome morning eh? real great. now that i'm feel a tad better, i'm searching for dresses cause i have to wear one for prom. haha. i'm going to underdress. wheeeee. i'm having alot of help HAHA all searching fer me. okay. now the headache's almost disappearing. study cannot concentrate, use the computer can. it's a sign! anyway 7 more days to the end of Os! i seriously, cannot. wait. i repeat. i cannot wait. it means ultimate freedom. no more BOOKS. for now. no amaths, no emaths, no chemistry, no bio and ESP NO PHY WHOOO. can you imagine my joy. and after that it's hard partying, playing, stoning in front of the tv, shopping, slacking, talking, relaxing, every possible positive word in the dictionary. for now, it's back to the books.
ps: dotA!

and my mum hates my guts (haha ed i couldn't help it. so funny)

dyec

2008-11-05T14:37:00.001+08:00

Am i more than you bargained for yet,

today i'm okay. freedom writers was good. i guess i should return to the realms of books cause OS are not over yet except there's a one week break. lame.

i've been dying to tell you anything

would it kill you to care,
as much as i did?

die you rash

2008-11-04T13:03:00.003+08:00

gotityesterday. i conclude, iltai.

it's really a good album, i swear i replayed it 5 times yesterday haha while talking to my buds. haha and william beckett is. lol. okay while the j,ed,ys and the rest feast their hearts out at sakae i'm having a rash comback. just brill eh. crazy nasty rash i can't stop scratching. don't tell me it's the virus making a comeback. AND OS ARE NOT EVEN OVER. i really hope it's not. please. preeeetty please. and till then i'm scratching myself till blood soaks my shirt.

apology

2008-10-31T11:38:00.002+08:00

today is officially the most important paper in the history of OL for me of course. because i always aim high, but somehow the god of grades disagrees. and it's in 2 hours 50 mins. freeeeeaky. after 4 hours, it's 4 more papers! whooo.

tonight, you are everything

i know you know

2008-10-29T16:36:00.004+08:00

phy can go and eat my faeces. seriously. Really thank god i have bio. i swear, quoted from ATLY " it was so easy till it was so hard " i've got nothing left to say because that stinkin' paper left me speechless.

ihopeiswearibegiprayiknow bio will be fine. please.

5 more papers. but 15 more days.

I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs

Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue

the taste of ink

2008-10-23T08:33:00.002+08:00

i said you can have whatever you like

noschooltoday=biophyamathsemathshistorybut! tv first. :D
oh the horror.

2008-10-22T08:25:00.002+08:00

it's in the process of Os. whoooo 22 more days! till it's entirely over. haha the what-to-do-after-o-levels list contents cannot be typed here hahaha. (like ATLY's) cause firstly it's far too much, and there's stuff inside hehe. OKAY today's am paper 1 imma do one paper and then go watch tv. And drag my ass of to school. i hate next week's papers cause there's stinkin' physics. argh i didn't study shit for that.
bye.

2008-10-15T14:12:00.000+08:00

i can't take it anymore.